I hate to admit what attracts me to MGK's music is the deep pain within it. I cannot express just how much I feel just like this man does in this world. And like he is. I'm fighting my demons daily to stay here for my gorgeous 6yr old little girl 💕🙏
Great that you get motivation from your daughter, hold onto that 💪 It'll get better for sure, no matter how bad things might get. Keep seeking positivity and spreading it. Reading stuff like this cheers a lot of people up, hope you realize that ❤️
Lyrics [Intro: Naomi Wild] I seek you out, flay you alive One more word and you won't survive [Verse 1: Machine Gun Kelly] I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying "goodbye" People think I left even though I'm still here Pressure made its way through my chest to my heart like a spark does Fireworks on the new year Burning me alive life imitates art There are flames on my arms tattooed right here Bury me alive disappear underground, where they found me before I ever had this career, mmm [Chorus: Naomi Wild with Machine Gun Kelly] I seek you out, flay you alive One more word and you won't survive And I'm not scared of your stolen power I see right through you any hour [Verse 2: Machine Gun Kelly] I'm staring at a diamond knowing that they are forever Even if my body isn't still around to wear 'em Seats are only full at funerals and not the weddings Only vows I made the other person couldn't share 'em Know that I'm a monster like the one under the bedding Afraid of having kids, I'm scared I'll be just like my parents These were my decisions now this cross I gotta wear it Self-inflicting these incisions, here I can no longer bear it, uh [Bridge: Naomi Wild] I won't soothe your pain I won't ease your strain [Verse 3: Machine Gun Kelly with Naomi Wild] Look, I'm sick of sitting inside of this room 'cause every thought I got's negative I'm sick of not being able to sleep and relying only on a sedative I'm sick of hearing another voice telling me what to do in my head again Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but I know he's real if I said he is Fighting with myself so I can't help that I'm competitive (Yeah) This movie is my life but I still remain uncredited (Uh) I don't care how big I get, I still remain unedited I built this from the ground up, y'all just living it Long hair, don't care I'm not trimming it (Ey) Fuck vanity, caught up in an image made by the internet My insanity's imminent (Uh) All sharks I'm swimming with (Uh) What's hell, I've been in it My happiness is bankrupt but my credit card's unlimited (Uh) I seek (Fuck) you (Yeah) out Find you just to remind you, that when you're born an anomaly Nowadays it's probably gonna be harder to find you Don't leave the past behind you Don't forget all of the fans who ride Go back and open up the catalog to my first songs that rewind you (Uh) Remember the things that drive you (Yeah) Remember the feeling of being alone in a home as a kid every night with this trauma but having nobody to cry to Growing up and having trust issues now to everyone I say bye to Looking up at the sky I found a destination to fly to [Outro: Naomi Wild] Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
My dude. This reminds me of why I was drawn to your music to begin with. Thank you for everything you do. I know it hurts and life has it's ebbs and flows. You'll live on long after you're gone, but that said, I believe that you still have so many lives to impact on this plane.
My Mom, and that's why I'm and an amazing one. My Dad taught me how to parent by his actions and I knew how to be a Mom because I would had never done what mine did to me.
I’m going thru the worst point in my life, and you… you machine gun fucking Kelly have been the only lyricist to fucking help me get through this. I know all fans say this… but I truly fucking appreciate every bar, every song, every god damn beat you’ve made. Keep helping us 🙏🏼 Love you 🥀 XX
I feel like this next rap album is gonna be so deep I can't even think of words for it. If he stays true to his origional self and speaks truth on the pain of life, its gonna be perfect!
MGK writes songs only truly depressed people can relate to. People who have fought demons alone in their own head for years. Keep dropping the realist music out we appreciate you MGK 🙏
going through a mental war against myself and mgk's music has been so helpful. it's like he takes those emotions and translates it into musical form. it's a great outlet when i'm overwhelmed
Going through a tough time and your music is really helping me. Thank you for creating something beautiful from your pain, you inspire me. "I'm sick of sitting inside of this room 'cause every thought I got's negative I'm sick of not being able to sleep and relying only on a sedative I'm sick of hearing another voice telling me what to do in my head again Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but I know he's real if I said he is Fighting with myself, so I can't help that I'm competitive (yeah)" ❤
@@danielcushinan Do keep in mind that in the end you yourself are the one that saved your life. Of course music helps, but you did this, give yourself some credit 😉
It's been a couple of months since this song came out and I'm still fascinated with that subtle change in flow when he says "fighting with myself so I can't help that I'm competitive". That subtle change that has tension, like words are rolling over something, simultaneously reflecting internal "fight" and need for a change, and "competitive" that keeps him elevate to a change... I don't know man, it might be his best verse ever.
Fucking love every word of this !! You are the man and NEVER FORGET yourself !!! Every damn pain , every happiness , every struggle and every GAIn !! EST for life 😊😊 been a fan from day 1 !!! Cant wait for the next concert and album
"Don't leave the past behind you don't forget all the fans who ride go back and open up the catalog to the first songs to rewind you". Lace up! Real fans will know.
“I’m sick of sitting inside this room because every thought I gots negative” has had me replaying this song over and over and over again because man I feel that
The day this video was released was the day my daughter was born. I’ll never forget it. Now we sing to it! This song and “Clover Cage - The Toy Store” are the two songs that helped get rid of my depression. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you ❤️😊
Kells has always been in a league of his own. Records like this are what solidify his legacy. Such deep rooted and very well put together lyrics. It’s truly admirable to see him turn all that negativity people throw towards him into a straight gem 💎, each and every time. Stay focused Kells!
@@Prof.Albusdumbledore Is called a sample. Many artists use them to build new music while giving credit and a tribute to the original artist. It's how most hip hop songs are done and it's found in many other genres as well.
this song is very recent but it has been with me in my moments of anger, anguish or hate. when i feel these things i go straight to this song it helps me a lot, just like "Glass House" helped me!! MGK is a phenomenal artist, an amazing person and a huge inspiration to me!!!
OMG!!! THIS IS FIRE!!! IF Kells sees this I want him to know, I'm 12 years old, and I love his music SOOOOO MUCH!! it has helped me through some tough times. I love you so much! And I got to got to your concert for Mainstream Sellout, in Kansas City! It was amazing! You have so much talent I LOVE YOU!!
I have never once, questioned you or your artistic drive. But then again, I can't remember the last time I went 4 months with no new song, so I've never had to. Stay strong. Get back to it Kells. We all miss you
The day this video was released was the day my daughter was born. I’ll never forget it. This song and “Clover Cage - Secret Song” are the two songs keeping me sane through these tough times. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you ❤️😊
I spent every last dollar I had to go to his concert in Pittsburgh I've been listening to this man every weekend prob since 1000 words and running. I got nothing but love that concert was literally the greatest thing I've ever been to absolutely amazing. Nothing but love for you bro!!
absolutely legendary kells. everything you put together and work on turns into gold. thank you for so much inspiration over the last 11 years. Please don’t ever stop.
The best song in the world. Congratulations on a good song. The text is unique and very real with it and your talent you managed to really touch me. Keep making magic. You are my favorite singer.
I love this song ❤❤ I hope he makes another one like floor 13 !! Too as that’s bloody amazing 😊 just the atmosphere in glasgow was bloody amazing when he played that song
Man, I don't mean to sound corny but I feel blessed to have an artist like you in my lifetime. I remember the first day I found you on YT it was Wild Boy and to think how far you came is absolutely insane. You don't follow the crowds and you're real because of that! People claimed you switched genres when they didn't even know who you were before that. Your diverse talent is what suits you and I've constantly seen your music become better and more transparent. This song brought me back to your older songs and I can't wait to hear more. Do you and don't follow the crowd... The crowd will follow you.
Kinda funny that he rembered that he can also be in rock music right after he was destroyed in rap game, and thats why people are talking about it. And also if u aint chasing people u are not supossed to promote your diss against someone. Whole lot of artist in this world and he aint one of them.
@@hobodog96 Wrong, he made some rock inspired music before the diss and not only that he even posted on social media and had a few live streams where he said he was going to be making a rock album MONTHS before the diss even happened but suuuure keep thinking that buddy.
“Remember the feeling of being alone in a home as a kid every night With the struggle of having nobody to cry to Growing up and having trust issues now to everyone I say bye to Looking up at the sky I found a destination to fly to”. I felt that deep 😢 even now.
The king never left. Love the verse where you said "go back to my old songs for people who had no one to cry to" those old songs were my life. Keep at it Kels. Laced tf up sonny.
0:05 I seek you out 0:09 flay you alive 0:12 one more word and you won't survive 0:17 I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying goodbye people think I left even though I'm still here 0:24 pressure made its way to my heart ❤ 💙 💜 like a spark does fireworks on the new year 0:30 burning me alive life imitates art there are flames on my armes tattood right here
I've been on this journey with Kells for 12 years now. For those saying he "switched genres".... I've never been more proud of his success. His ability to keep surprising us with beautiful music, No matter what the Genre is... He dose not disappoint. The Time, Effort and Detail that goes into all of his songs, music videos or even his movies. The amount of Talent He Has is UNDENIABLE. He's not Everyones cup of tea... But he sure is mine. Change is good. For all of us. EST FOR LIFE. love you Colson. ❤ 💙 💜
“I’m sick of sitting inside this room cause every thought I have is negative, I’m sick of not being able to sleep or having to rely on a sedative” that whole verse hit hard af. Kells the realest, est always ❤👌🏼
This song gets me it’s so good and I wish I could be free but it’s like I get pushed in my room all the time so I put my headphones in and I go straight to mgk like I love this man rn
This song and “Clover Cage - Frozen In Time” are the two songs keeping me sane through these tough times. I just want to send love to everyone and I want everyone to know things will get better. We are in this together..I love you 💕
This song was already amazing and powerful but now after seeing the movie it seems to hit so much more. This song is beautiful and honestly might be one of mgks best songs, and that saying something considering over the years he's dropped so much good stuff. EST4Life❌❌
Love this one. The depth. The layers. I can feel every word. Very talented man. I hope that for you, you find your path to healing/learning how to live with it all easier xx
The feels I get off this song are un matched I relate to it even more is what makes me love it so much he knows aow to connect in ways other artists don't and I'm a Taurus so 👈
I’ve been listing to the unreleased version of this for like a week on repeat and definitely wasn’t expecting another whole ass verse when I clicked on this 🤘🤘🔥😈🔥🤘🤘